Sunday, March 20, 2011
Well, after going through spring break, seeing family, hanging out, taking some ballet classes, seeing friends, here comes the next big mark on my life that I could possibly will not forget. I am leaving for New York on Tuesday to go to the YAGP Job Fair. This is a company audition with companies all over, the United States and Europe, that are looking for dancers. This thing will have hundreds and hundreds of people, since a lot of people have done the competition. To be honest with you, I don't know how to feel; I feel nervous, and I am excited at the same time. Part of me is worried because I have only done three classes haha and I won't be able to do any these next two days before I go up there. It's all right though. I'm pretty sure I will be all right. But....this is when I just have to go out there, and show these directors what I have. Going out there and show my personality...showing them that I am an artist, and that I love my art form. Honest to God, if it wasn't for this art form, I have no idea where I would be in my life right now. Just like what my friend told me...I need to go out there, shut up, and just dance. I know that my family is there cheering for me all the way, even though they all will not be up there with me....but I know I am in their thoughts....same goes to my friends. As Eminem would say, "If you have.....one shot....or one opportunity....to seize everything you have ever wanted..in one moment...would you capture it?...or just let it slip?....."